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[Nov. 6th, 2005|06:34 pm] |
this is just one of those "i feel like a completely different person" kinda feelings and it's the result of the events that took place this week. natural selection, adapatation, i just gotta roll with it whatever it is. it's something very little but feels so crucial to my growth.
i'm seeing things through different lenses.
I think i should've started a new chapter a long time ago. But better late than never. It's been fun. I loved every second of it. I love you all.
...Later! |
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| Darth Fahkiyocowch<-------Me |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|03:26 am] |
The Sith Code
Peace is a lie, there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken.
The Force shall free me. |
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| i just farted |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|02:48 am] |
and i know if my room was filled with hella people it would be empty just like it is now. holy shit it stinks. go me.
so sacramento is losing another great person next saturday. jason magsuci. he's going to san diego. our opposite. 619. ya. anyway. i hate it when there are those people you know that you could potentially be hella great friends with but aren't just because. i mean it makes sense. people know too many people. but geez.
offered a lot more to think about tonight. fun fun stuff to marinate on. i love that jonathan can always provide a new perspective. often times beneficial perspectives.
i'm looking forward to it.
i can't decide if i wanna go to bed and wake up early to study...or study tonight hella late and wake up later and study. o well. i'll figure something out. |
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| dood... |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
i don't care what anyone says...collateral is a dope movie. i love it.
i didn't think i would but everytime it's on i just can't peal my eyes away. i like tom cruise's character a lot.
ya that's all. heheh what a worthless entry. |
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| half fuckin crazy. |
[Nov. 4th, 2005|08:58 pm] |
dood anyway. hands down...everybody needs a buckner. adora can attest to that. what is WITH that family...mmm get em.
so ya gonna spend some more time with family tonight. jon is in town and i haven't had a good talk with him in a while. that's always a good remedy for death eh?
CHI CHI POI POI!!!
http://www.japander.com/japander/schwarz.htm
http://www.i-mockery.com/minimocks/commercial/
omg if you like japanese craziness with an action star/governor. this is it. sparky...i'm lookin at you. oh ya and jacob.
but please honestly you guys. that video is so worth your time. |
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| happy feet entry! |
[Nov. 4th, 2005|01:35 pm] |
so ya lui has these adidas oddities...
and i just got these ones....
and jacob should get these ones...
we'll all have crazy feet! aaaaah!
but seriously though...these kicks are pretty crazy if you ask me. |
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| Rock Star. |
[Nov. 4th, 2005|02:03 am] |
on the real. there are some bands out there that are simply untouchable. i can't even comprehend how you begin writing the shit they come up with. so inspiring and discouraging all at once.
i think imma play a song for my lola at the funeral if i can write it in a week. we'll see how things go. i miss you. |
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| FUCK YOU!!! |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|07:33 am] |
just when i thought things were getting better...i thought i'd be ok. i want to fucking die. i can't handle this anymore.
i wake up to...
"judzon wake up...lola is dead..."
why is all the worse shit happening when i need to fucking focus?!?!?!?
i want to give up...
is anyone there? anyone at all?!?!?
i don't have it in me anymore... guys i've never been so scared...
i'm so sick of crying...
i can't believe that there are people who call times like this a test from God. they truly believe God is testing you! ugh...how fucking sick and twisted is that? i hate your God. |
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| DEAR SPARKY! |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|12:02 am] |
i hope you like my new journal icon. i did it to honor our highschool years. i hope you can forgive me LoL...
MF ruthless. |
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| amen. |
[Oct. 31st, 2005|12:04 am] |
wow...why did i really come home 2 nights in a row smelling like "subculture". yeesh. i don't know how people can tolerate smelling like that on a regular basis. party nights is fine...but everyday? goodness. i'm going to be sure to bring febreze the next party i go to. all those cigarettes put together is just...yeesh.
i had fun.
ya'll looked good.
let's do this again sometime.
off to finally study. |
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| AHA! |
[Oct. 30th, 2005|07:25 pm] |
claire, tina, tipper...
i've found where hasbro has been hiding all of the mace windu lightsabres!
fry's electronics.
they're on the shelves that make up the check out line! there are like 12 of them just stacked together! i was furious...but relieved all at once.
i miss you guys. ;^P
i want to write some music but i've lost my voice. it's a really sad feeling. anakin skywalker-ish. completely powerless...another reminder to you all i've killed all the younglings. every last one of them.
i bought deftones b-side and rarities. and DANGERDOOM. i'm excited.
i like how i've reverted to hella old music again to make me feel whole. back in those days when music was all i had. it's a trip to think about. they weren't kidding when they said that you'd be a different person at the end of highschool...but they also forget to mention that you change even more rapidly in college. i'm at that point where change has been taking place left and right so frequently that i gotta go back to my roots to start all over again.
i need to be reminded.
wow what happened last night? that was ridiculous. to ever end up at some hella low key wherehouse rave down the street from the homeless convetion. good lord.
i still think my favorite costume was the big black girl/guy on rollerskates that had a white fluffy skirt on and had this half fat-kid face as he rolled his large ass on the dance floor. awwww man. MF hillarious.
jake and i took a picture with the cigarette smoking bishop too. that was kewl...we ran out of film before we could take one with jesus because lui couldn't stop takin pics of the giant dildo porn they were playing in the next room.
lui was a prisoner!!! MF LoL...too fuckin funny. i hella can't stop laughing when i think about it. his spoon! someone please tell me why?!?!? he had a spoon that he dug out of prison with and he wrapped it in duct tape for GRIP!!! tell me that isn't funny! and when we were walking in the alley and he was running from car to car...why was the environment hella appropriate for his costume. oh ya! and the tears...i drew tears on his face. perfecto man.
i honestly can't remember the last time i fuckin dressed for halloween. i was a nun with guns and jake was a priest with a piece. good call on the gold guns jake.
i can't WAIT til i develop those pictures. they're gonna be soo good.
good thing halloween happens once a year. |
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| i try. |
[Oct. 30th, 2005|03:05 pm] |
i push the limit but i limit myself.
like blink 182 it is all the small things.
i really thought i knew but this morning i definitely knew.
i hope you know.
she knows.
he knows.
like common...just knowing.
like gi joe...knowing is half the battle.
it spikes now and then.
like hieroglyphics...you'll never know. |
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| EHEM... |
[Oct. 30th, 2005|02:18 am] |
yes. i killed the younglings. all of them.
i'm ruthless blood.
DARK SIDE! |
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| mission accomplished. |
[Oct. 28th, 2005|11:44 pm] |
i came home before midnight.
wow. i should mark this in my calender.
p.s. there's a bunny that lives in my yard. i love it. it's so cute. i've named him todd. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2005|01:57 pm] |
forget your lovely lady lumps...
you need to watch out for my hump.
it gets me very far
who fuckin knew that girls would be into ass as much as guys are. |
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| FUCK YA! |
[Oct. 27th, 2005|09:20 pm] |
finally...a taste of adult partying...
going to monkey bar tonight to fuckin get myself wasted. never been able to say that before. so i'm excited.
yay! angelica is here. it'll be more family bonding.
gonna wear my diesel's for sure...the ones i can't wear underwear with cause they're super constricting. LoL...ya...
gotta remember to eat prior too...i'll act like a fewl.
cya in the morning! |
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| holler... |
[Oct. 26th, 2005|09:02 pm] |
miseducation of lauren hill
10 dollars at tower what a deal.
had to get it.
i'm proud of myself. |
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| OH MY GOD!!! |
[Oct. 26th, 2005|11:07 am] |
i changed my mind. that my hump remix by lil jon i think is my favorite. it's sooooooooooooo tite.
dood adora i gotta put this shit on cd for you. ugh! you could play it @ buckey's...
my hump...my hump... |
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